Enam

tiada yang lebih menyakitkan daripada duduk di sebelah kamu,

tanpa mengatakan apa yang aku mahu.

ai laf yu. tahu?

Lima

Okay. I'm just gonna be straight bout this.
I'm tired.
So tired of being myself.
So tired of thinking the same things over and over again.

Why?
Don't ask. I guess you've already figured it out.
It's so funny because a few days ago, i said to my best buddy to keep her chin up no matter what.
I think i said it more to myself than to sooth her worries.
I think i said it just to sooth mine as well, although it never would.

Sometimes i wonder,
how long should i be like this?
Forcing myself to fake a smile, a laugh in my everyday life?
For how long should i wait?
For my life to be as i expected?
I guess they are all rhetoric..

Is it true, that in a real life,
there's no happy ending?

Empat

Hari ini kau datang lagi.

kali ni dengan peluru dan kereta kebal besi.

tak apa. aku dah ready.

Tiga

Sayang,

Maaf kalau aku keterlaluan.

Maaf kalau aku dan kau tak padan.

Dua

tak sangka.

sungguh tak sangka.

aku, dan kau sama?

Suka.

Gembira.

Ekskavasi

hati mencari. kemana kau pergi?

adakah mahu menyendiri?

atau dirimu telah ditangkap pari-pari?

runsing.