Okay. I'm just gonna be straight bout this. I'm tired. So tired of being myself. So tired of thinking the same things over and over again.
Why? Don't ask. I guess you've already figured it out. It's so funny because a few days ago, i said to my best buddy to keep her chin up no matter what. I think i said it more to myself than to sooth her worries. I think i said it just to sooth mine as well, although it never would.
Sometimes i wonder, how long should i be like this? Forcing myself to fake a smile, a laugh in my everyday life? For how long should i wait? For my life to be as i expected? I guess they are all rhetoric..
Is it true, that in a real life, there's no happy ending?